It's a fine line...

The line between getting pulled closer to despair because of the 6 (so far) negative OPKs, and getting excited because (I think) I see changes in my body is a very thin one. Logically, I know I can't start this now. I'm only on CD 16 and all things considered, it's still "early". And then I think there's something different happening this cycle.. Getting a bunch of symptoms I've never had before. I'm torn between trying not to get too excited and fretting because time is going by. I'm not worried though, I mean not REALLY. I won't be worried until I pass CD 25.. So that's 9 more days of trying to stay calm either direction I look in. I can do this!