Monday, August 8, 2011

UGH.

I always promised myself I wouldn't be one of "those" TTCers.. The kind that go on facebook and start to cry. The kind that see everyone they've ever known post updates about their pregnancies and adorable pictures of their babies, and get angry and bitter. It's not at ALL that I'm unhappy for my fortunate, fertile friends, not at all.. I am happy. They have every right to boast about the happiness they are feeling.. Because you bet your ass when it's my turn, I'll be doing the same damn thing. It's just difficult. It's been getting harder lately. The problem with being friends with lots of women in their twenties and thirties, is that eventually, they all get pregnant. And you feel left behind. I don't know what kind of water the women within my friends circle have been drinking lately, but it's a god damn baby boom out there on facebook land. I shit you not, every second or third update makes me want to cry.

I don't have any plans of blocking anyone, or avoiding facebook at all, so I guess I just better grow a thicker skin.

Being a LTTTCer SUCKS!